it is hard for everything to get back to normal.
and for today, i am feeling really sucky.
pardon me for my everything.
cause many things just happened in one go!
i was totally going to give up on everything.
no matter what, it was just a wishful thinking of mine.
yes!!! i ranting over and over again.
making a fuss here and there.
so what???
i've tried my very best to calm down and think logically.
but then,
it doesn't make any different.
just because i was unable to control my temper, my emotions, my over-sensitiveness, shunned the company of yours when i am freaking disappointed or agitated by you, that definitely doesn't mean i am alway at the fault. i can't avoid the possibility of thinking actually i mean a damn thing to you.
i was bored and freaking irritated and happened to see i am being tag.
Rules of the Game.
A.) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
B.) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.
C.) Have FUN!
#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
- kick his ass definitely.
#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
- that will be having a aladin's lamp(love the genie).
#3. What will your dream wedding be like?
- i have not dream of it yet for the time being.
#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
- that's of course.
#5. what is your ideal lover like ?
~ just like HIM !!!!
#6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
- can i choose both???
#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
- till someone wins my heart away.
#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
- just give up.
#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
- YES YES YES!!!!
#10. What is the most heart breaking moment for you so far?
- knowing the real damn truth.
#12. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
- continue with my life meaningfully.
#13. Who are currently the most important people to you?
- quite a few!!!!(i am greedy).
#14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
- a crazy bitch maybe??? hahahaha.
#15. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
- can it be both married and rich?
#16. What is the first thing you do every morning?
- look at my phone.
#17. Would you give all in a relationship?
- not really.
#18. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
- surely there is only one who is much more important between 2 of them.
#19. If you are feeling low one day, who would you turn to ?
- my honeystars.
all right,
people who tagged: WEILING !!!!!
and i tag : just feel free to do it when it happen that you pass by my blog :))
830-400 ( school)
415-445 ( UT)
500-530 (meeting at E17C)
600-1000 (work)
seriously it's tedious.
i'm dead beat.
don't say you love me you don't even know meif you really want methen give me some timeLabels: i'll remember you
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i having great time always.
midnight movie with wifeylove,
ktvsession together with supper after work with mrbfandgang,
take- me- out date with mrbf on vesak day,
kpo-ing + gossiping lesson with funkyclassmates,
*snake-meals* with colleagues at cafe without fail,
laughters surrounded me all this while.
appreciated all right.

















my toilets mates


and now, i am laughing all the way.
thanks to team mates yeah..
hahahahhahhahahahahahahahahahah
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah
IPA module is seriously boring.
and damn UT 2 start at415.
so late can.
still need to rush for work after UT.
ITS FRIDAY, and yet i need to work work work.
i need some rest dude.
ijustwantyoutoLabels: papaya milk
just because you are important to me,,,
TASTE OF TEARS
sadness isn't going any where
aint feeling any better either
kept ranting over the same issues
this proves that a leopard cant change its spots.
applied to you ASSHOLE !!
feed you with a pile of shit !
you seriously pissed me off this time round.

just love honeystars manymanymany.
its helped me to mend my pain and bring my sadness away.
stuffing all into my mouth in one go.
make sure i am indeed feeling a little bit of,
the taste of smiling.
TGIF, just a blink, a week passed.
Health and Wellness for today.
and my team mates have all kinds of genes.
Jasmine- mean genes
Lynette- stupidity genes
me and niza- perfectly fine.
weee weee weee weee.
last day for being team mates !!!

<3
leaving is the best choice for the time being.
DEADjust when the moment i feel i am the happiest person, on the highest peak,
just that moment
just that moment
you know you know
just that moment
i fall to the deepest
NO !
beyond deepest.
and now,
i am feeling damn weak, or might i said, frightened .
i just loveeeee surprises...........
exhausted /////stand for 12 hours today. (work)
it tedious seriously.
aaarrrrggghhhhh !!!!!!!!!!!!
friday..
long bus journey from woodlands to bugis.
faintsssss.
accompanied justin to look for his Onisuka Tiger shoes.
just could't get any sight of it. sad.
walked all the way to shaw house to have his subway.

fuss, ryan, justin

did i said i like this pic very much???
credit to justin yeah.
ha ha ha ha !!!!
after that, went off earlier to meet
mrbfandgangs.
had dinner with them and homesweethome.
meeting up with wifeyyylove tomorrow and movie after that with mrbf.
free Monday for my loves. so great !!!
all this while,
it doesn't seem to get better.
i choose to remain silent,
although noises made by me occasionally.
and i do wanna tell you,
i love you deeply without fail.
SICKsore throat, cough and
flu is killing me deadly.